I wish

I wish i go blind,

and visualize an imaginative world.

I wish i go deaf,

and listen to an absolute silence.

I wish i go dumb,

and discover a new sign language.

I wish i go numb,

and experience the nothingness.

I wish i go mad,

and feel the pleasure of insanity.

I wish i go insomniac,

and chase all my wildest dreams.

I wish i go amnesiac,

and start with an infant voidness.

I wish i go heartless,

and ignore all my inner emotions.