I wish

I wish i go blind,

and visualize an imaginative world.

I wish i go deaf,

and listen to an absolute silence.

I wish i go dumb,

and discover a new sign language.

I wish i go numb,

and experience the nothingness.

I wish i go mad,

and feel the pleasure of insanity.

I wish i go insomniac,

and chase all my wildest dreams.

I wish i go amnesiac,

and start with an infant voidness.

I wish i go heartless,

and ignore all my inner emotions.

I am alone

I am alone when,

i go out for a random walk and hit children park.

I am alone when,

i look at blue sky and ask " are you with me? ".

I am alone when,

i try to catch my own long evening shadows.

I am alone when,

i dance and shout to my own tunes.

I am alone when,

i turn back to see only my footprints in path.

I am alone when,

i gaze face book home page for new updates.

I am alone when,

i make 'n' different expressions in front of mirror

I am alone when,

i see a 10 yr old friend and decide not say "hi"

I am alone when,

i read my past chat histories and smile at myself.

I am alone when,

i forget my ring tone for not being heard so long.

I have a life

I have a Life with loops of mondays to sundays,

I have a Life with decisions of yes and no s,

I have a Life with dilemma of rights and wrongs,

I have a Life with words of thank you and sorry s,

I have a Life with fantasies of love and hate,

I have a Life with shades of colors and grays,

I have a Life with unsaid feelings and emotions,

I have a Life with unheard laughters and cryings,

I have a Life with madness for a lovely you and me.

and Yes I have a Life !!!